Saturday, February 24, 2007

I Killed my angel

Today morning I wake up and sit in front on my laptop loooking at some picures..........havent looked at them in a while.... old ones... and then I suddenly realised.... what I have lost..... I had everything.... but I didnt know... now that its lost for ever...... no chance to reclaim it... An angel found me... but I was foolish enough to kill it.... and kill it many times over and over again... I was selfish..... and blind.... Now that I have changed.... the angel is no more... I keep looking for my angel.... But its nothing like your angel finding you.......

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

The DON

Don will you everything you need, Don will give you money, Don will give you wine, Don will give you women.... Don will give you everything you need.... and in the end Don will kill you.

Courtesy -: A friend of mine.

Sunday, February 18, 2007

Not my game anymore

Inabilities.... I have a lot of them.... Everybody does... and when I find out one I try to overcome it... in a natural way.... somtimes I succed..... sometimes I fail... If I fail I try again...... but....when It becomes a competition.....when I am put behind somone due to my inability...... when I am compared with someone better in the area...thats not a good feeling.... and then I learn... I sit down... I analyse... I study and I enter the field again... and still... there is no improvement....and still I am unable to outdo the competition.... that really hurts...and I repeat the whole process... again and again... and still... Im behind... and thats when I realise... "NOT MY GAME ANYMORE"